じょうだんじゃねよ

Today was just full of ironies.

I “avoid falling” for people because they’ve got baggage - some too huge for me to tank, some I know I can’t remove off their shoulders unless they want to.

I “avoid falling” for them because, like you, they’re better as friends and as I’ve said before, “the idea of rejection is too much for me to take so it makes me scared. A single “but” would crush me. So I am afraid to find out, that’s why we are friends.”

What I didn’t tell you is that to me, Love is when I try to look away, only to find myself facing you again. Love is when I walk away, only to find myself walking right back to you.

Love is when I don’t want to like you. I don’t need you. I don’t want you. But I cannot help it but to like you. I cannot help it but to talk to you even when I’ve decided not to reply you.

… LOL NAW, IT CAN’T BE.