Everyone: Are you okay
Everyone: You look tired
Everyone: You look upset
Everyone: You look confused
Everyone: Are you mad at me
Everyone: What are you mad at
Me: IT’S MY FACE
I don’t understand how the entire world only talks to me when I have explicitly said that “I HATE EVERYONE.”
Some even get annoyed by me and get all passive aggressive with me when I don’t reply/ reply curtly.
Look, I have my off days. Just because I am nice to you, it doesn’t mean I am flawless. Please stop being nice when I feel like absolute shit because it makes me want to strangle you. Please stop nagging because I hate this shit, especially if you are a guy, I hate it. No, I don’t think you know the extent of how much I loathe guys who nag at me - I HATE IT.
All I ask was some space and then a slew of people KEPT BUGGING ME TO CHEER THE FUCK UP. You know what will cheer me up? SPACE. For just a few hours, I want to stop dealing with human beings and even that I don’t get.
If I were crying and all, I would feel better with so many people bugging me. But I have SPECIFICALLY SAID I HATE EVERYONE. OH MY GOD.
… I am all better now. Thank you. My friendship with a lot of people have a lot of work to do for them to realize that I am 1. not as nice as they thought 2. allergic to nagging 3. a freak that MIAs whenever I have issues I think I can handle and not unload off anyone.
\o thanks ah
(via howmyheartbehaves)